Our Family Vision

To be a model family where every individual is dedicated to love God whole heartedly and love each other unconditionally. Living lives in accordance to the holy scripture and doing our best to honor our Lord Jesus Christ.

Saturday, July 4, 2009

Does Daddy get angry with you?

Dearest Josiah,

Daddy had an interesting thought while babysitting you tonight. Of course it all started with you making daddy mad for refusing to stay within your bed area. Daddy got really angry for a while, but the anger was immediately vanished the moment you gave Daddy's tummy a tuck..Honestly, you are much a better boy compared to daddy when I was your age..(at least this is what Yeh Yeh said)

I had a flash back of my own life for a moment. Growing up from a young boy to a married man. Making my daddy (Yeh yeh) angry would probably be a countless events to be recorded. Instances where I broke the living room cabinet glass with a basketball at 9, running across the road without permission to buy ice packs, instigating my younger brother to steal from the provision shops are just some which deeply impressed in my heart. Of course, all these ended off with a painful consequences of countless cane marks on Daddy's buttock. Sometimes, I think Yeh Yeh don't love me and all he does is to get angry with me in whatever things I do. But little did I realize all these events broke Yeh Yeh's heart.

Does Daddy get angry? Of course!!! Does Daddy get angry for long? As long as I can remember for my life...Yeh Yeh never got angry with me more than a day.. Does Yeh Yeh remember my wrong doing. I don't think so..as much as he forgives..he forgets..That's how Father's love is all about isn't it? We try to put on a strong front, stern, firm, strict and sometimes harsh. But deep down within our heart there seems to be no memory tank for the wrong doing of our child. Only good ones are kept there. I think that's so about Father God. Does He gets angry or does He feels angry for a long time or does He remembers them?? Well..My last check with the bible..its still says the same thing.."He forgives us and remember not our trespasses.."

Don't have a wrong impression of Dad. I love you with all my heart. When I correct you..It's not that I don't love you. It just that I love you too much...

Daddy Pok